this post goes to a very special friend of mine who is amazing in each and every way,fathur harun.

Dear fathur,

I just want you to know how special you are. youre a really amazing guy and you deserve to be happy and live a normal life. dont let this tear you down or make you lose hope in life,you know what im talking about.You deserve to be loved and to be happy,and dont pour your heart out so much to someone who barely knows your worth. Trust me,youll find the right one soon. Just give love a break for now.Youre not alone.Youve many other friends and family members including me who love and care about you more than youll ever know.Youre my best friend and i really care about you,i hate to see you hurt like this.Whenever you feel empty or in need of a shoulder to cry on,im always here for you,no matter what the situation is. You have such a great heart,and save it for the one who deserves it best.I know it hurts,but sometimes you have to see who is worth the pain and who is not. Love makes us do crazy things. Absolutely crazy things,but that shouldnt stop us from knowing whats the best thing to do when everything is falling apart.You control your own life,i know you know better.I believe you can change and,please dont burden yourself anymore.

-From someone who really cares about you, so please dont ever think youre alone as im always here whenever you need someone to talk to,okay? Anyway,thats what friends are for :) i love you hinduuuu <3