So i just received a call from a very special friend of mine. He told me his problems and that he's going back to Australia aka his hometown for good in a few months. You know who you are. Youre one of my bffs and i wish you all the best in everything you do, i love you and im really happy to have you as a best friend. Youve been there for me when i needed you and i dont know if i can go on without having you around like always. Its gonna be so different. I just feel like im slowly losing the people i truly love and care about now i dont know why. And about my latest post down here, im afraid too of screwing up my friendship with him. I guess life isnt always easy. I guess we do fall a thousand times and we never know when we will really be alright. Right now,im just afraid. Afraid of taking the wrong step and end up hurting again. Cause heartbreak, the pain, is worse than anything. Ive experienced it so many times and im sure everyone else has too and thats why sometimes we have no choice but to avoid that person. Plus,when you know he's into someone else, which does nothing but hurt you more, sometimes distance is the safest thing to do. Not because you dislike or want to avoid that person fully but because you need time to heal from the pain. Im gonna be okay. I just need some alone time for now,thats all. Hopefully things will be alright soon.
#prayingforthebest.
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