Understanding Reality.

Have you ever been screwed up real good before till you come to a point, you just dont care, but in a good way, like you dont give a shit bout wht ppl say and stuff? Thats where im at now, and i tell u something, im absolutely happy at this state. When you finally get to control yourself,where you stand,and got your strength all back together? IM SICK AND TIRED OF RELATIONSHIPS/LOVE/DRAMAS/AND ALL THOSE KINDA SHITS.seriously. its like, lantak pi la u know, IDGAF. im loving and living my life at the fullest now haters can hate i couldnt care less. Also, to be in a relationship right now, i think its a bunch of crap that we dont need. I mean, having a boyfriend when youre 15/16/17/18??!! what is it about really??? getting married?? why would u wanna think about getting married so fast and SO YOUNG?? having babies?? well that is just EQUALLY the same. well no offense to those couples out there but seriously why do u wnana commit your life with someone at such a young age and get hurt over and over again? DAMN. i dont even cry or wonder why i dont have a boyfriend right now. its sick wei seriously.not being selfish but seriously, were still young and why wanna ruh into things? feelings fade man. nothing lasts forever. i dont even care if i dont get married or not when i grow up. theres so many problems and consequence to it that its not part of my worries right now. im happy single and i dont have a crush on anyone. I just wanna study and live my life. Everytime i see couples now makes me wanna vomit and makes me wonder why???/ whats th motive of being in a relationship??? love DOESNT exist.